I'm going through a hard time for the third time

hey guys,it's flynn and today I've decided to post something a bit different. So none of you know this about me but for a while now I've been struggling with my mental health and suffering with anxiety and panic attacks. The first time I experienced this I was being quite severely bullied and pushed away by my friends which wasn't fun but that's not really the important part because I've distanced myself almost completely from all of those things that had happened during that time. The second time was very different,it wasn't triggered by anything and that made me feel worse. I would cry in the mornings and refuse to go to school for no apparent reason. I wanted to do nothing but sleep and it was hell. I've been to see two therapists one in the beginning and one that I still see now and to a certain degree they have helped. However,obviously there are always going to be bad days and bad times but that doesn't mean that you're weak or there is something wrong with you. And yes,I am going through a bad time right now but I still try to help other people because I know what it's like and I know it's absolutely crap! So I want anyone that sees this to dm me or write their own blog post if they have experience. I'm completely up for doing a Q&A about this and if anyone needs any help I will be happy to try and give advice. Obviously I am not a qualified professional but I wanted to tell you guys what is going on in my life right now and how it isn't going 100% well but that I still want to help others. I've recently been through something and have been through a lot with some amazing people and with some s*itty people and that has knocked me back quite a bit but I'm 14 relationships shouldn't have to be my world. Despite what the media shows relationships aren't all sugar sweet and they shouldn't be all you care about. Please share this with anyone as they might be going through something and if you are going through something then please tell someone. I'm so happy that I have this outlet to say exactly how I feel and I am super greatful for everyone that supports me.

flynn x x

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